well .. i'm really lost - lost myself ! ... beginning to revert back to my old self of not being able to control my own mind ...
Hope i can turn back to what i once am 3 years back - the motivated and force driving me instead of the current with scattered concentration and not self motivated at all ...
its too late to realised all this but even if i want to switch back i do not have the ability as i'm currently in deeep problems ... submission is due in less than half a day time and yet i have not completed my work ..~~
came to realised where i had gone wrong but too late ... will i be able to redeem myself ? how will others see me ? many scenario came into my mind and thoughts ..- am i cut out to be in this course that i'm studying currently ?? time will never wait for me that is a fact i cant changed ..
if i were to seek for 1 week to changed myself and complete whatever i have yet to completed which was supposed to be done within 3 weeks - is it possible/feasible ? doubt the sch will allow that !
